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Well first, I had one of those dreams that I sometimes have, but I haven't in a long time...where I was kidnapped. These are my favorite dreams for some reason, I guess because they evoke the most emotion or whatever. But when I wake up I'm always really shaken for a really long time. It just bothers me so bad for some reason. They don't even tie me up or anything. They always like just point a gun at me and I follow them to some place or another that's not even really cooped up. But even as I go about normal things I have that really weird feeling that they're there and they can control me however. Even talking about it... *shiver* It's soooo weird.

Lol and then I got home and I realized I had to work YESTERDAY, not today. So I called my manager and she is sooo awesome, she said it was okay, I'd just get a write-up, and don't do it again, and we'll talk about it next time you come in. But still, I'm so upset. I felt like hyperventilating.

So basically I think my lungs and heart have been going through too much stress today. lol especially after last night when I had another attack of my...ahem...chronic illness. lol