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I feel so strange like I'm being absorbed into some thick overwhelming ecstasy like time warp. Mind you I am completely sober, I've just been dizzy and full of butterfly-like feelings. Ever since Eric brought up marriage the other day I've been happy in a being sick sort of way. I think I'm getting a cold, ******** amazing, perfect timing amirite? Anywho. My lover is coming to visit in a couple weeks and I'm excited beyond belief. I want to see him so bad it hurts. It's so weird that we've actually managed to stay together while he's gone. I want to express my feelings right now, but I can't seem to put them into words, so I will leave on this note; A kiss is not a contract. Adios ********!