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she's giving in
she's finally giving up
she's made up her mind
she's not even gonna try
she knows she cant fight whats inside
she's so tired of trying to hide from herself
she's decided what shes gonna do with her life
and tonights the night
the noose is tight
the knife by her bed side
the gun she decided to hide
the pills by the sink
and her very last drink
she didnt wanna die
suicide wasnt on her mind
she just wanna sumone to see
always screaming someone help me
maybe he'll see what shes doing
maybe he'll say sumthing
or maybe he'll say nothing
he wont care .. or will he
she just wants to know if he cares
but shes too shy to make a move
afraid of what will prove true
so she covers her scars
she cant erase all her marks
she paints on her smile
and it'll last for a little while
no one knows she's crying
you cant see her tears
all you hear is her laughter
but whats she really after
she wants to hold him forever
but feels she will never...