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so. blah blah blah hate my life blah blah blah apathy blah blah blah too lazy to describe any sort of details blah blah blah emoness blah blah blah stupid ******** alcohol blah blah blah stupid family blah blah blah good friends not inviting me to parties blah blah blah blah blah blahhhhhhh
So I would have just posted "see previous entry" but this time you don't even get a smile.
Sometimes, I really really hate being home.
I would say, "can't wait to move!" but that would be a lie. I have no idea what the hell I'm doing for my life. Besides the comic book/graphic novel thing. Which probably won't go anywhere anyway. And I'm probably not gonna see any of my friends after high school. Because they'll probably forget about me. Because I have no redeeming qualities. People forget about me anyway.
So far my predictions for my future are not very fun. So I figure I will either go to college, figure out some sort of career that I want to do if the graphic novel doesn't work, follow that route, and live a boring life making money and being alone and friendless orrrr I'll die young.
So blah. I'm surprised I actually typed this much up. And it's total emo crap. I kind of want to cry. But my family's here and would notice so I can't lol. So like. I'mma read fan fiction and maybe eat and try to feel better. Or sumthin' like that. I
 dalia salvd · Tue May 26, 2009 @ 12:05am · 0 Comments |
