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I am a Child of America with passion for discovery and chance. Captivated by the Arts, but contradicted by the destruction. I drink up morals so I’m not consumed by injustice! I eat evil for breakfast and spit it out at dinner! I acknowledge those who are unseen, so that they can be heard before me. I struggle to keep my head above gravity trying not to submit to my insecurities. I gamble with mind placing pieces of an interior puzzle as I go…
I know who I am but even that I just can’t tell… Snake eyes outing a Royal Flush to my ace in the hole.
I was a Child of America when pressure did not exist. Freedom was bliss and thoughts could be heard with an open kiss. Dreams were born and carried by a baby. Yet sadly now, tainted by a worldly eclipse. Once - A diverse mixture of people, now the end of a carnivorous wave. Paranoia is sin attacking the mental barrier of children in pain. I’m dumping the devil’s pride down the drain never to let this child be used again.
I want to be a Child of America because I want to destroy my life. I want to commit suicide daily because they say I can and maybe I will or I won’t… I could but I would choke. I would bow down to the masses and never speak my mind. Don’t ask me for any help because I’m not a leader I’m a follower. The devil’s pride - darkness is my jumping ship. Believe me it’s fun! The abuse leaves a ton of scars! Why take just one bite when the second will be so much sweeter?
I am not a Child of America. I’m fat, I’m stupid, I’m cocky, I’m rebellious, I’m popular, I’m confused, I’m a jerk, I’m a geek, I’m funny.
Where do I stop? I am charming, I am depressed, I am athletic, I am gullible, I am smart, I am beautiful, I am a person. Where do I begin? I am bio, I am straight, I am gay, I am… Asian, European, Cuban, African, Jewish, Catholic, Muslim, I am people.
I will be a Child Of America when acceptance is truth
 ~jadesnow~ · Tue May 19, 2009 @ 11:41pm · 0 Comments |
