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I'm beginning to question my very existence.....
empty
i keep on feeling this hollow emptyness in my heart that wont go away... i need someone... badly someone to just hold and care for.....this isnt good for me i feel sick to my stomach....but there is someone...i see him almost everyday and i get butterflies...yet theres no way he understands what im going through, why is this happening to me?....i need someone else, someone more like me, someone who understand where im coming from...why cant i ever find the perfect guy? why do i always run into someone that plays with my heart, takes it, breaks it, then "kindly" gives it back in broken pieces....i've fixed it before but i dont know if i can fix it this time...i need help....

Poem~ (by me)
I have a Dream
I have a Curse
My dream is holding me up by a thread
My curse is crushing me down by tons
I want to follow my Dream
But im following my Curse
My Dream hold love
My Curse holds rage
I FEEL LIKE IM IN A CAGE!!!!!!
Save me, I want to follow my dream, not my curse!!
...but you can't save me...for I am my dream and you are my curse


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