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I play doctor for five minutes flat
Before I cut my heart open...and let the air out
Three bugs, a pound of dust
Some wind spilled before me
In the strangest manner that had
Broke away my tear spout

As I lie there
With tongue spread wide open
A black widow had offered me
A sweetheart tube
As I injected
The candied heart that I selected
She said don't hesitate
Just do what you have to do to me!

It's hard to stay between the lines of skin
Just cause I have nerves, don't mean that I can feel
I wasn't very much fun to be with anyway
Just let the blood run red cause I can't feel!

It's hard to stay between the lines of skin
Just cause I have nerves, don't mean that I can feel
I wasn't very much fun to be with anyway
Just let the blood run red cause I can't feel!

Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time...It's time
Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time...It's time
Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time...It's time
Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time...It's time
Biding...
Biding...
Biding...
Biding...

Someone in behind me
Someone inside me
Everyone against me
Everyone beside me
Clawing away the pieces
Scratching away the absence
One more, two more, everyone once more
One more, two more, everyone once more
Inside the places that I hide from you
I want to see you splayed before me
You are the only one
That i would rather see ... Before me
You want it, you need it
You want it, you need it
You want it, you need it
You want it, you need it
Dont lie
I had no heart
I had no heart
I dont want you to pay anyone
I die
I want to die
I'd rather die
I want to die
You purge
You burn
You purge
I dont need you anymore
I dont need you!

No time. (x 12)



This song is what every depressed person wants to sceam at the top of their lungs and make people think of them
I want to die...

This song could be taken the wrong way but it does take out a lot of anger when sung....