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you're not mine
why is it you're always on my mind?
i cant even think
i see you everytime i blink
whats wrong with me?
i wanna know whats wgoing on with me
and why it seems you're my everything
why do i love you so?
i know you have her
so why cant i just let go?
maybe its the way you act near me
maybe its the way it feels so perfect with your arm around me
maybe its how happy you make me
or maybe i just dont wanna be so lonely
better yet maybe i just want you because ..
i know a part of you wants me too
i have never felt the way i feel for you
you do something tome i cant explain
but i always have wanted the things i know i can never have
and by the looks of it i can never have you
more than anything in this world
i wish you were my boy & i was your girl
but sadly you already have her & she's not me
a part of me wants to hang
a part of me wants to slit my wrist
a part of me wants to just lay here in my black abyss
why do i feel like dying?
i just wanna stop this crying
save me, you always could
only YOU <3