*sits down in a chair and looks at evryone* its been a loooooong ride and rise from gaia. It seems the begining is mostly better than the end, in the beginig i started here at kahaku bar. I had a lot of friends, a good love, and basically somewhere to stay. it wasnt bad at all, then it went to hell, but thats later in the story. Suki, of course i'll remember as my first love was with me in the kohaku, me and shiro/marcus had the life goin. he and hazel were a good couple, then things went to hell...but thtats later in the story. After a while i got to meet astrtal dragon, hes the slyest, coolest person you could know, but after a while he left.....hell...they all left, kohaku started losing more and more people day by day, minute by minute. f course me and shiro wanted to help out serria and th bar, but things didnt work out as planned. Well after the bar, i made a dojo. Nothing to fancy just a dojo, there i met to people that became very very good friends and still are today. Korik, he wanted some lessons on the fighting styles that i mastered from creation. Next up came my crazy friend called 'teh Ushi" or what i knew her as Ushiomo, shes hilarious at times and you may think of her as weird but come on, who isn't weird. Anywho. Me and suki ended up breaking up and i met up with Devon, shes another cool person to be around...till she vanished and i thought she didnt wanna talk to me anymore which was a simple misunderstanding. she had been hacked and couldnt log on any more so like an idiot i ended up going with someone else and wouldn't you know it dev came back. well the dojo started doin poorly after a while and so did the relationship thing. so i stopped going to the dojo and ended up breaking things off with dev. As you can probably tell i got a little bored, but my brothers were online, so i went to Jubo's bar & inn. we tossed a few back, had some laughs and ended up destroying the place. Eh but he didnt mind, we just made another bar and lived on with life. After a while shiro made a desert Rp named the Subaku Rozu <desert rose> about outlaws. I met Mayonaka Taiyo, which of course was Mayonaka Saroari. well people stopped posting in there but we kept it up and ended up with about 60 pages of just us posting. about this time, thats when s**t really kicked into high gayness. Shiro, began lying i mean real bad, to the point where me, tim/kaze and my other bro, Rodney began hating him. so i did what i do best, i went off on him, yea it was hard to do, but he changed for the better. After that was settled i made a guild. ahh yea i remember it, The Hyper corp, it was a rp based guild, but now its called PDD <Phoenix Dragon Drive>. We're still open just with aloooot less members cause of alot of s**t happening. one of marcus' ex girlfriends <one of many may i point out> well she said some racist s**t in her journals and expected it to be all oki doki about my race. and yea i know i used the "N" word in my journal but hell, its something i hear every day at school and i'm black so i have no issue with it. Well anyway, during my time here i realized somethings
Why people Cyber:
- complete utterly bored
- cant get to that person to really do something
-ACTUALLY loves that person
what makes relationships go bad:
-bullshit
-bullshit
-BULLSHIT
-assholes
- dumb comments and choices
-misunderstandings
What love means:
okay i'm workin on it at the moment, but so far, its that feelin that youc an tell that certain someone anything and talk to them about whatevas on your mind.
well anyway moving on, after the past events happened then came along Jamie Hoban. Just great thats what we needed fighting over a girl who's soul purpose is to try and use guys cause she cant get love. Well anyway, this is the time when jayce began acting like a super c**k and so i had to go off on him as well, the first time had slight effect. the next one had an INSTANT life change moment and now hes the coolest person you can know. he stopped giving two shits about alot of the "hoes" on gaia and paid attention to his real life rather than some dumb site, now hes gettin good grades, having fun with his bros and still the best rival i have in any video game.
After a while passed, i ended up with baby_DC, it was all cool and what not, then some more hsit broke out. I found out she was messing around behind my back so i broke it off with her. Well after about month i ended up talking to her again and getting back on friend basis. That time i started to realize i loved someone else, Mayonaka. well i told her how i felt but there was an issue, gieyo/dracy was with her, and they were married. to make a long story short he left and we ended up talking and getting together, and still to this day geiyo says its myfault and that i conspired against him for her and yet i just laugh at him for that one.
yea its been a loooong trip on gaia, though only a complete year i still had fun, i have a guild, a few good friends left over, a good love, some gold and items i want, my brothers are all here with me, i'm still on RO alot and more often that gaia now. but i still miss the old days with me, shir, serria, hazel, suki, kight, and all the others in the bar. Things wont be the same...ever but thats cool. hell this may be my last post in this journal *grins* maybe i'll just disappear forever. i've already accomplished what i wanted on here and now i'm just fed up and bored with it besides my guild. well if this is it, then i want you ALL to know, enemies as well, its been fun, we all had a laugh once or twice during the time we knew each other. We may have fought over something trivial but hell i'm sorry if so and i'm not mad over anything. its no point in losing friends over nonsense, so anyone i've ever hurt, upset, made angry, offended : I appologize.
i wish you all the best of luck, and i hope you never change from being good freinds that i do have. and hold onto your friends you relaly never know who you gonna miss.
Best Wishes always
Virje J Blackross
Rod D Lynch
one last thing
mrgreen
Virje Blackcross Community Member 
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