Yaaay I finally changed my layout into something I lvoe and adore. Wish they would have had a madhatter one but oh well the cheshire cat is pimp too.
A lot has been going on and the older I get the more I change, the friend I lost had only gained me more friends than I had ever had before. So as youj can see it doesnt really bother me that much. I'm still with my beloved Ryan and it is getting closer and closer to three months but that also means its getting closer and closer to summer and that means I will be away for a month or two most likely. Its what I fear the most, when im gone he will find someone a whole lot better than me because I am far from perfect and from the one he wants.He is everything I have ever wanted and I am glad to be with him.
A lot has been going on and the older I get the more I change, the friend I lost had only gained me more friends than I had ever had before. So as youj can see it doesnt really bother me that much. I'm still with my beloved Ryan and it is getting closer and closer to three months but that also means its getting closer and closer to summer and that means I will be away for a month or two most likely. Its what I fear the most, when im gone he will find someone a whole lot better than me because I am far from perfect and from the one he wants.He is everything I have ever wanted and I am glad to be with him.
