dear nik,
how is you life with me? i know that when i see you i just wanna be with you all day heart just think, what if i never even met you in the ralleys that day? i'd still hate my life right now, but now that your in it, i just love it and i've never felt better. seeing you just appear in the ralley makes me wanna hug you so tight and when you say you have to leave, i just wanna follow you home and talk with you in your sleep. when i broke up with you i was just being a b***h. i never knew how much of a JERK stephen was just to ignore me like that. but i wish i could meet you in real life Nik, although will you notice me? i know i won't but i wish i could. though you just live way too far away for anyone to reach. i'm sure your girlfriend in real life just loves you and i hope you like her back she's just the luckiest. cry but my mom told me never to talk to strangers but a day with you in the ralley feels like i've known you for a lifetime. you watch Ni-Hao Kai-Lan, like nonee of my friends do. i just love you so much nik, i'd write a zillion songs for you but i feel it's just not enough to impress you, your just so PERFECT my friends say no one is perfect and i believed them until i met you, it completely made me change my mind, you are perfect. the perfect one for me at least. we're both emo, we've both had our hearts broken several times but we survived it together. and when you told me that i'd forget you, broke my heart. why would i ever forget about you? i crieed everynight just to get you back. though i thought begging would never work and it surprised me whenever you'd write to me in my comments because I thought you'd never talk to ME but i was so wrong. and just adding you off my friends list that time was so so hard, harder than nailing jello to a tree. but i did it because i thought you hated me because you took me off your profile. i still liked you at that time. heart nik i wish i could be with you all the time. but one day we'll forget about each other. but one thing i know is that it'll be NO time soon because hearing you say i love you is just music to my ears i just can't live without it. the first time i kissed you i was like redface and if i didn't make that move, god knows what could have happened. everyday i wish i could go into your room. light some candlees and just TALK. and talk about who knows what. from all the gaian's i've dated ur definitely my favorite, your not so desperate wink ur just the cutest ever i love you SO SO much, i hope you never let go of me just heart me forever <3
love,
Brittany
p.s. i heart yew
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