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I can not sleep again,
My eyes constantly weep,
I keep falling into myself,
I am afraid of getting in too deep.

I am slipping in the edge,
Strongly ready to fall,
Just to let go,
And turn my back on it all.

I am drowning in bad memories,
So sick of crying inside,
I have just had enough now,
My corner is eroding away where I hide.

My body is dying slowly,
Wasting all away,
I am slipping further,
With each passing day.

Burning out like a flame,
Into a dark solitary place,
Losing my undignified fight,
As my tears fall down my face.

I lie back,
And suddenly I can not breathe,
All I want in life,
Is to quickly leave.

Because I can not stand this,
Can not cope with this anymore,
My heart is badly broken,
Scattered across the floor.

Beyond being fixed,
Pieces can never be but back together,
It is too late, I can not be helped,
This is me forever.

I would rather walk away from here,
I want to be dead,
I wish I was never born,
And to the happy place I wish I could be lead.

So I am gonna let go now,
And finally say good bye,
Because I have finally had enough,
And I no longer wanna cry.

hope you like and sorry that it is sad. i will try and make a happy one ok. have fun.