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i found out the guy's name is bradie xp i feel so shy around him, like tripping over my shoelaces or like falling, just that nervous. ok so i had the urge to call him out. it was at the end of the day and i was looking forward to seeing him like every afternoon, i saw him and ran for my life. then i stood 3 ft away from him like stalking him. then i got to the door, not sure of what to do (omg he had friends around) but i decided i didn't care. i called out his name in a whisper so that his friends wouldn't hear me. then he started looking around. then i yelled his name and he looked at me. and i said in a funny voice. "hey bradie wuz up?" then he sorta put on a shy smile smile <---- sorta like that. everytime he see's me all he does is smile. though i just wish he liked me back /_/ maybe he was wondering why i had his name on the palm of my left hand, who knows, but all i know right now is that i like him and if it's religious meanings or sexuality, i'd always like him. that isn't going to change. he just has the cutest smile ever. and his eyes just makes me wanna fall into them. he is the reason the sun comes up in the morning and replaces the sun with the moon, and shoots up the stars. without him the world would be a dark place. no sun to come up in the morning and looking at him takes away the pain of that time about stephen, it just totally gets my mind off him. i love stephen those days are over. i'm over him though i miss writing notes to him too sweatdrop i'm just a little nervous, i really want his number so's i can texts him ^.^ but he'd never text me back because stephen never does, just because i told him i liked him. and it messed everything up. just collapsed in my lap.

haha i was outside just for free time at my school and our teachers lead us outside and there was Jose outside, we forgot the lion's name on ni hao ki lan, so we asked him, he said i think it was Rentu, HOW THE ******** DID HE KNOW THAT???? lol sure he doesn't watch that show rolleyes

so yeah i might finally get Bradie i mean if you think he likes me comment me, i would be glad if you did ^.^