I don't care if people think I am shallow, that just means that they weren't good friends to begin with.
I mean it is tough to lose friendships but I always manage to gain twice as many friends. I'm sure Meisha is mad at me for the way I acted twords her when she kept on pushing me to go to FHE tonight. But she had to mention that I would be doing alot of service activities when i go on a mission, I told her that I knew that but it won't be packaging things at the food bank. I"ve probably just jinked myself now for saying that. oh well, I don't rightly care. My dad had heard me when I was talking to her and told me that I was being shallow and selfish, selfish for not wanting to do packaging at the food bank... HA!
if I am being shallow, I don't rightly care, and who gives a crap if Meisha thought I was. She's the one that did push it to the extreme when I told her 5 times I didn't want to go.
One of the reasons I didn't want to go was because I hadn't given westley a bath in months and the other reason is because I have to write a paper. I didn't tell her the part about westley but I did tell her I had homework. then she said, "come anyways, Emily has lots of homework to do she wont do it until later." figured she would bring her into the conversation. I then told her that it was a paper and that I am no good in writing papers, she said "well, its not like we will be there that long" ITS AS IF SHE DIDNT EVEN HEAR ME! scream if she did then she would have heard the part "I am no good in writing papers"
scream
maybe I am being selfish but I don't rightly care, anyways she was going to bring her boyfriend along and I didn't want to see them being all lovey dovey. It would've just made me madder.
I mean, i'm glad she has a bf now but still...
I admit that I am a bit jealous ((spelled that wrong )) xd
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