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thoughs i hear in my head lone in the dark
ok this is my thoughs what i feel how things have been in my life i will try to post more freaquently but things latly havn't been alright so if you want to know me cheack on this every day and see what i say you just might find out what you want to
poems: fighting
some days i lay silent
silents overwelms me
my thoughts
these memories i carry

phyco he calls me
he didn't go through
what i have witnessed
to watch someone
taking their last pyer breath

phyco he called me
i wish he only knew
silent can't explane my past
what i've been through

phyco
is not a word that explanes me
i am not phyco
nor sick nor suisidle

what i am
you will never live to be through
your not strong enough
i have seen

you have not
its grousum out there
suposible shielded from this war
i fight it in silents in my head every night

i lay awake
just thinking it through
one word comes to my head
brother..........
my brother

my brother saw it
he knew it
he wasn't phyco
nor amussed at what you call little school fights

no, this was more
much much worse
than what you have ever imaganed
the kind of fight that no one ever likes to hear

every day and every night i think that i would be ok
to wake up and be put down the next day
pushed around slamed against things
heack i watched 2 of my teachers died right before my eyes
pluse 2 of my best friends....

would you call me phyco..
if you only witnessed
saw what i saw
knew what i know

you would be the same way
and lay awake too..


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    awwwwwwww crying

    comment kon_ofthe_wind · Community Member · Mon Apr 06, 2009 @ 01:23am
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