I get this feeling that im hated by God....I know God loves all of humankind BUT to myself i aint human. I am a demon. If so does that mean God doesnt love me? That would be a good explaination on why my life sucks right now. No Wonder they say love hurts.....thats only part true..to me Love Kills evil Love and God.....There's a huge connection between them...So since God doesnt love me..Does that mean that my love hates me too? I hate this world...So much....Cant do suicide cuz its a sin too God Might not love me but i do love God....Cuddly bear might not love me but I love him.
Since God made the world does that mean the world hates me too? Since God Made everything does that mean EVERYTHING hates me!?!?!?!
Cause imma demon? Or do you just dont love me cause im me.....Was I ever supposed to be born? Why am I on this world then? Now that im reminding God that im not loved will I dissapear. I already am since my love probably doesnt love me. Why is the world so wretched. Shouldnt all things be equal to everything. I c no difference between plants,humans, or animals. They all have life, But of course I guess the rule doesnt apply to me. Why world.....why am i not loved? evil
Ash The Tiger Community Member 
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