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Seriously... I'm sick of suffering and making the ones i love suffer with me... I'm tired of lying and saying i'' ok cuz i'm not... i'm really not... i'm sick of crying and being in pain all the tiem i'm sick of having to go to the hospital all the time.. i'm sick of being sick.. i'm sick of being allergic to everything i'm sick of just everythiing...... gah i hate crying it ******** blows. i just wish i could fix everything worng with me cuz there is so much and i can't do an damn thing about it... sorry about the spelling/ grammar in here but youknow how it goes when you cant see the ******** screen.. i'm gonna go wallow in self pity now.. seem to be getting really good at lthat lately .. that makes one thing i sup[ pose