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The last step i take
Will be the one that will make the earth quake
I'm so ******** pissed off i could just remake
Contemplate, break, and just disnigrate what i have done
I lost when truly i thought i had won...
What the ******** is wrong with me what have i done...
Did i just loose what i had why can't i just be happy...
I make other people smile but inside it does nothing for me
Karma can go to hell nothing will help
I'm in the world alone
My sins being bared are to great far alone
I'm going off into the deep end
******** up everything inside my head
But ******** this i won't give up i'm not dead
And as i draw breath i'll take this to the grave
And show the world how to be stong free and brave
The dangers up ahead i will treat like events
I will attend i will conquer i will bend
I will end this pain in my heart
I will go down this dark battered hole
I will find my deepest darkest secrets hidden within my soul
Being bared pain despair desolation consolidation but not death..
No faith no money no love no death no paper
Nothing but my body mind and soul
The three that were given to me
I will betray all who dare think of me in the same rank
The don't know all the sins i disposited in my bank
I'll be the one to start a riot
I'll be the one to get away
In the end will i honestly decay
To purify and repent is somthing i don't want to put in harms way
But this toxic darkness churns my feelings
All that remains is blood lust
Rage burning in my eyes and soul
But my brain tells me no
I bite my lips in pain
I wane from what i want the most
Knowing it will tear me down
Trick me beat me and make me look like a clown
I bend whats truthless
In a way it seems ruthless
Buts its for the best
Then being like the rest.....



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