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I want to walk out the door and just smile.. God damn it smile!!!
... It's not fair... Now I believe Jasmane and her beliefs.
If there is a god, he's not watching as closely as we think.
We look like any other person he created to him. . . He doesn't take responsibility in what we do or how things go, he doesn't even answer our prayers.
The overly religious are ok to have so much faith and have something to believe in... But think about it, when's the last time a miracle happened?
Miracles are things we cause.
Birth.
Love.
Friendship.
Even Death is a miracle to the people who was tolerant enough not to kill themselves, then finally be at peace. WE create miracles, not god. He didn't create us to worship him, he created us to live. And if I'm going to be sad for a long long time, it's worth it if someday I'll finally live for something. Suicide, will solve nothing. No use in throwing yourself away. I will find happiness, and it's worth being alone and cold for an awful time to wait for it...