Dear Journal,
I have written a poem lastnight. It only took about 2 hourz. This poem is about my father. I probabley never told u pplz about him, he left my family, abused my mom, cheated on my mom, and never loved me and my sibilingz. well herez the poem:
Falling in my pit of darkness
I sit upon the balck roses of sadness
Dreaming of day fill with happiness
Only to end with lonleynesss
Open eyez wonder y
Looking at life pass by
My hallow eyez begin to fill with crimson tear
As u still don't see the fear
My life startz 2 darken
As my heart became broken
I am traped in shame
For u, I blame
Fathe everlasting luv
The luv i hold 4 u is dying
Y do u keep on trying
listen 2 my story
For i do not feel sorry
watz wrong with u now
Ur smile is upside down
is it cuz im taking a stand
or that u now want 2 give a hand
my luv is never lasting
well at least 4 u.....
harsh isn't it???
All i want is for one guy to prove too me they're not all the same...and that's why i have youu smile
