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i think i'm getting better,
i really do,
i don't feel perfect or whatever,
i feel numb.
i guess thats the closest word to discribe it
but it feels better than absolutly hopeless,
destroyed,
agonized.
but not the bad kind of numb, i guess,
where i don't care about anything.
i feel numb, like,
almost like theres nothing,
but nothing as in
no significant happyness
or sadness.
just numb.

i'd like to thank all my frinds for getting me this far outta the "ditch"
i really couldn't of done it without them.
i depend more on my friends
than my family.

i guess the best way to say thanks,
is to help them if needed,
because if ur my friend
u should know
that i will
put my heart and soul into helping u,
so much that sometimes i forget that i haveta help myself as well,
it just matters how much u let
me help.