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	The Silent Thoughts of an Absent Mind The Story of the person trapped deep down inside of me. His thoughts, trials and errors all bound within this journal.

	Chapter 4: An Impaled Heart
	Chapter 4: An Impaled Heart


Why does this always happen to me... Here is what I get from everyone, Your good looking, your smart, your funny and you are giving, You are a good person. If I am all those things then why do people feel the need to hurt me. I would never do anything to hurt anyone. I care for everyone I meet, Then at the end I am supposed to be the doormat under everyones feet. Im a duck alone in the pond. Today I was extremely depressed when I found out about a secret that my friend decided to hide from me. I was dissappointed at first but got over it. Then she got me depressed and said she was leaving gaia... stare I don't blame her... I mean everyone else I know leaves me. sweatdrop Sigh... I won't name her because I respect her confidentiality and her personal space. It just I've been hurt so many times I'm just not sure How much more I can take. I don't know maybe I'm rambling. I guess I'll get by... I mean there are other things in life that I can be happy about right... well.. I hope so.. crying ------ Im not as depressed as I was before... I sent her an apology for the things I said to her and I hope she forgives me... sigh... Vizierre · Tue Nov 16, 2004 @ 09:24pm · 5 Comments


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	Maybe she was trying to avoid her friends, or certain friends, to think things out. Some people need time alone to piece their thoughts together. It's nothing personal. Offline Viirage · Community Member · Tue Nov 16, 2004 @ 10:24pm


	The point is.. It's not just her... I still forgive and I even wrote an apology but... I just dunno... Offline Vizierre · Community Member · Tue Nov 16, 2004 @ 10:57pm


	Sure there are other things to be happy about... There just seems to be a lot of pot-holes, downed trees, and dead animals on that road. Just gotta get off the six inch motorcycle and find a tank somewhere. Things'll get better. They have to. Offline Aeife · Community Member · Thu Nov 18, 2004 @ 01:03pm


	things r better 4 now as u found me and ill never ever hurt u as i lve u 2 bits honey 3nodding ,so dont worry anymore theres nothing 2 woz abot heart Offline SammyXXXX · Community Member · Tue Nov 30, 2004 @ 02:54am


	hehm.....people's feeling.... they come and go.... the warth of feeling alone it's just a process all of us go by... so it seems everythings falls at your feet when it's not always like that .... I treasure what I have now... it has made me stronger uhmm none of this makes sence btw the fact that u r good looking doesnt mean much....that u r nice...either what means to me... u r just a good person to have around. Offline Okechi · Community Member · Wed Dec 01, 2004 @ 09:10pm

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