(if you dont know me in real life, then I will make this clear, I AM A GIRL. I am not some gay nerd lol)
Aiii.....I absolutly can not talk to other people.....all I an do is smile and laugh when somebody says something to me. I dont want people to think Im a snob but I just dont know what to say to other people.
Like today I was at the coffee shop, there was this dude who knew my sister cori and recognized me as her younger sister. He said "You name is.....I forget" Me: "Wendy" Him: "Oh yess! I was gonna say Kellie *laughs*" me: "*laughs*......" And I just left it there...I felt so rude....I wanted to say "Its okay, I get that a lot *smile*"
And then this guy from school (really buff male cheerleader) crossed paths with me. So we stopped and looked at eachother for a moment.....then I smiled and walked off.. ARRRGBLAGERAA I SHOULD HAVE SAID "HI" !!!!!! IM SO STUPID!!!!! he was hot too...;-;....
but he just look at me like this: O.O.... lol and our eyes met too when he was in his car and I was walking down the street and he was agian:"O.O *der*" and stared at me for a second...weird...Ill probably go up to him at school and say "Umm..our paths kind of crossed and I felt rude for not saying 'hi' soo hi *smile*"
and there was this other guy who was making my coffee and he keeped on looking at me and our eyes would sometimes meet. It was weird >//< He was kinda cute though..lol
I guess I just dont know what to say cause I dont get out much...I should REALLY get out more...
So about my appearance.....a lot of people have mistaked me for a Junior or a 16 year old. my mom told me iot was mostly my body that tricked people about my age.....my boobs are kinda big she said lol
Ha ha one time I was in Hastings and this old guy came up to me and said "Do you work here?" and I said no....I guess he needed help with something cause he looked frustrated lol its just weird....
I really like high school cause there is so much more things you can do and so much people you can meet. And also all those assholes from Junior high are not in any of my classes cause they are so stupid that they are in basic math and english lol (people like Emani, Daniel Charteir, Joseph, Gabe, Nick, Demi, and a lot more other people I just dont care to remember their name) just people that I actully like.
Man I hate the guys from my grade...they are soo.....stupid and....immature......Ill only like guys that are older than me. Thats the only thing I learned in Junior High.
Wow I sure wrote a lot.....>.<
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