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My ex, Gary's pressuring me to come to chicago and move in w/ him. I love him, but my feelings for him aren't like they were once before.
Let's face it, he totally ruined it when he stoped telling me the truth and went loco when he found out i knew he'd lied to me.
Back then i would have willingly done anything for him, move in w/ him, marry him, leave my family for him. Now things have changed. I've met ppl. Pple who my feelings have grown to be stronger towards than him.
You see, after Gary's and my relationship ended, to get over him, I started flirting and dating like crazy. I met and hurt so many wonderful guys. I made them all fall in love with me, and promise me forever when i knew i'd be dumping them in a couple of days.
Truth is I've gotten upses with dating and flirting. It's become an addiction.
The worst thing is, they were all wonderful guys, all handsome, all sweet, kind, etc...
I get so sick of myself sometimes. I've tried stopping, various times before....I'M HOOKED.
i feel like s**t!
 nenou · Sat Feb 28, 2009 @ 04:12am · 0 Comments |
