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i feel drained..
powerless, hopeless, lost
empty, silenced, alone
denied, drugged, destroied
confused, misused, alored
gone, done, moven on
thinking, lying, dragging
fading, feeling, leaving
lost all on my own in a cloud of dispair
and here comes the rain to wash away my fears
these moist dropletts are her tears
her endless cocain
the cure to her pain
but what remains here
the unforgiving memory of the tears cried in silence
the insecure fearful chill throughout ur spine
intertwined in ur sullied soul
to just try and go on
can you?
the pain flooding through ur veins
like a rush of blood
when that adrinaline hits
and ur heart skips
your falling
lost your meaning
are you crying
are you crying
they call
daunting and teasing
the pauperous souls
this that haunts me
must be just killing them
just to see what the hell ur doing to me
open ur eyes and free me
i wanna break the chains
i wanna be free of you
of this, of everything
limits building up on me
really starting to hate myself
looking into the mirror and screaming at sumone else
and this is what its like
when im lonely ..