...aaaand the font color changes back to grey.
Why? Because I'm bored of red, and grey is still my favorite color.
Okay.
I got asked out. Twice. By two people that I don't like.
How the heck am I supposed to turn them down?
I don't want to be mean.
I've also got sleep problems.
Oh, and I have to spend a few nights at the hospital.
Why? 'Cause the docs are still clueless.
I miss my friends a TON.
One more thing...
I've found that after all of this, I'm not the same. Cool, ne?
I'm looking at everything a lot differently now.
I'm trying my hardest at everything.
I'm striving to be better than ever at everything I do.
I guess I'm trying to make up for being such a failure.
'Cause I pretty much suck at everything.
I know that I like to screw things up.
'Cause I've been screwed over a few times m'self.
Now, the way I see it, I've got to make the most of this.
No questions, no regrets.
The only problem I think I'll have with that is the fact that I think in fragments.
That means that I'm not gonna get anything done.
Now that I've cleared that up, I think I should go back to my insomnia.
[If you understood what I was talking about up there, I'll give you a cookie.]
Why? Because I'm bored of red, and grey is still my favorite color.
Okay.
I got asked out. Twice. By two people that I don't like.
How the heck am I supposed to turn them down?
I don't want to be mean.
I've also got sleep problems.
Oh, and I have to spend a few nights at the hospital.
Why? 'Cause the docs are still clueless.
I miss my friends a TON.
One more thing...
I've found that after all of this, I'm not the same. Cool, ne?
I'm looking at everything a lot differently now.
I'm trying my hardest at everything.
I'm striving to be better than ever at everything I do.
I guess I'm trying to make up for being such a failure.
'Cause I pretty much suck at everything.
I know that I like to screw things up.
'Cause I've been screwed over a few times m'self.
Now, the way I see it, I've got to make the most of this.
No questions, no regrets.
The only problem I think I'll have with that is the fact that I think in fragments.
That means that I'm not gonna get anything done.
Now that I've cleared that up, I think I should go back to my insomnia.
[If you understood what I was talking about up there, I'll give you a cookie.]