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then stop crying. it pains me to see, that your thinking that way for me. you'd do the same, but you repeat yourself. you ******** you life and your trying to bring me down. i was there, to lend a hand, what does it matter if i get a girl? do you love me? s**t girl, you need to find your self. the alone would have saved you. but now you bleed as well, dont cut your self, cuz i care. beleave me or not, its ture. there nothing in the world i want more then you. i knwo you dont care, but hey i do. you did, and now its really ********. i only wnat one girl, some one i can hold, Liss and i do love each other yes, but as you proved to have listened, i want some one to lightly kiss and hold. does it make you feel bettter to lie to yourself? i hope your happy with what you got, i love you and it gave me hope, your life is what matters. i may servive the cuts, hell, i wish i dont. if i get rushed to the hosplital, i'll make sure to leave you a note. dont ******** well catoragize me. you run to kelly, then ******** him. your one one who wants it. yeah, it was cool. but i loved holding you and being happy. even now i bet i would still beg, well, look. here i am typing away. i feel like stan, you should understand, feeling avoided but hey, no ones my type. there just an emprty feeling. and its you that makes this all right. and what do you mean i have become like every one else? your the one who has to go make every one hate me and s**t, just for your amusment. i never trusted any one anyways. your the one who wants to jusp around form guy to guy. your more like every girl then me. i was happy with you. but your happy now. so why dig around in my s**t? i'm the one who cares about you. if i could, i heal your cuts. and your heart. have fun with the elavator of love, your life will be hard, mabie in the end, we will met and it will work, i pray for that day, but untiil then. i'm going to find some one just for me.

Your Love (beleave it or not)
David Edward Paul Harder