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Alright... All night.

Yeah. So, my mind is going a million miles an hour and I can't ******** sleep. I'm going to hate myself tomorrow, but honestly, I couldn't sleep even if I took some sleeping pills. I'm anxious as a ********. Eric is going to be back tonight. So after I go to work, I'll go out to lunch with Kat, Debbie, and Brendon. I hope that her dad doesn't show up, if he does we're leaving immediately. I won't let Debbie put Kat and Brendon in that kind of situation. After that I'm going to go home, do some laundry, and get ready, then pick up my baby at the armory and finish the day off with intense sexin's. Finally. I want to see him and just hug him more... but it has been a while, over a month.

I don't know who I am anymore...