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shadowlulubell (06:28:02 PM): hey sister?
shadowlulubell (06:28:29 PM): is this description for gaia self-centered? --> : An original avii that i think looks like me and feels like me. though i dont have bangs yet... or long hair xD well tell me if you like it,ok guys and girls? please also dont say negative things to me... im already depressed and have to act happy all the time....
nightowl1193 (06:30:37 PM): no.
shadowlulubell (06:30:50 PM): well tons of ******** said it was =.=
nightowl1193 (06:31:41 PM): hm ..
shadowlulubell (06:31:53 PM): i'll link some comments...
shadowlulubell (06:32:26 PM): only have 1 because it wasn't so SELF-CENTERED
shadowlulubell (06:32:30 PM): It is true what Wings of Munnin says. Using depression isn't going to help. Hell I am depressed too and I acted happy also. It doesn't matter though because if I'm down, the world goes on. It also seems a little self-centered when you just talk about yourself. People usually always have worse lives than you or I... Except I do not know you so I cannot give judgement on your life... but your avvy I can.
shadowlulubell (06:34:41 PM): oy =.=
nightowl1193 (06:35:03 PM): oi?
nightowl1193 (06:35:08 PM): or oy?
nightowl1193 (06:35:10 PM): Oo
shadowlulubell (06:35:12 PM): idc
nightowl1193 (06:35:17 PM): mk.
shadowlulubell (06:35:22 PM): people are all ******** up =.=
nightowl1193 (06:35:41 PM): indeed.
shadowlulubell (06:36:15 PM): they don't know how many things i do to help others
shadowlulubell (06:38:36 PM): Do they even know how much death could have happened IF i was more insane then i AM right now?
shadowlulubell (06:38:49 PM): no they don't
shadowlulubell (06:38:59 PM): So many deaths could have happened =.=
nightowl1193 (06:39:06 PM): :c
shadowlulubell (06:39:12 PM): i would have probably killed anyone i saw =.=
shadowlulubell (06:39:23 PM): EVEN if they were my truest of friends
shadowlulubell (06:39:36 PM): atleast let them rest >.>
shadowlulubell (06:40:25 PM): i would only drink blood because i barely have money
nightowl1193 (06:40:27 PM): I almost killed alot of ppl once... wasnt good
shadowlulubell (06:40:35 PM): what happened?
nightowl1193 (06:40:59 PM): i went into this whole self pity depression
nightowl1193 (06:41:10 PM): and wus kinda ipolar
nightowl1193 (06:41:13 PM): *bipolar
shadowlulubell (06:41:23 PM): bipolar is what kinda disease? >.>
nightowl1193 (06:41:28 PM): its not
shadowlulubell (06:42:12 PM): oh
shadowlulubell (06:42:17 PM): well what is bipolar then?
nightowl1193 (06:42:46 PM): its a bad mood swing thing tht yu can bring upon yurself
nightowl1193 (06:42:59 PM): its like having all yur emotions magnified
nightowl1193 (06:43:09 PM): and it effects yu alot worse
shadowlulubell (06:43:22 PM): i almost have that >.>
nightowl1193 (06:43:46 PM): its not a good thing to have sad ...
shadowlulubell (06:43:56 PM): well i almost have it
shadowlulubell (06:44:12 PM): when something hurts me or angers me or torments me in ANY way
shadowlulubell (06:44:16 PM): i put more into it
shadowlulubell (06:44:23 PM): making me thrist for killing and blood...
shadowlulubell (06:44:28 PM): alot more than i want to...
nightowl1193 (06:44:40 PM): ya, thats pretty much it...
nightowl1193 (06:44:59 PM): and wen someone hurts yu
shadowlulubell (06:44:58 PM): and i would think it would be more...
nightowl1193 (06:45:05 PM): yu go into a REEL dpression
shadowlulubell (06:45:16 PM): heh..
nightowl1193 (06:45:21 PM): not jus the illusion of one ppl think they have.
shadowlulubell (06:45:23 PM): tons of poeple do it every day =.=
shadowlulubell (06:45:45 PM): and i start wanting to kill in about 10-30 minutes
nightowl1193 (06:45:54 PM): yup :
shadowlulubell (06:45:55 PM): thirsting for the blood spill
shadowlulubell (06:46:05 PM): wanting to taste blood from others
shadowlulubell (06:46:13 PM): and make sure no remains are left
shadowlulubell (06:46:19 PM): only the blood...
shadowlulubell (06:46:55 PM): but do you know how EASY it is to hide emotions?
nightowl1193 (06:46:56 PM): mhm ..
nightowl1193 (06:47:11 PM): I do.
shadowlulubell (06:47:11 PM): wanting to kill and slowly waiting...
nightowl1193 (06:49:32 PM): brb sis :c
shadowlulubell (06:50:02 PM): ok
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