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Gaia has always been an escape for me. A place to go to hide away from the real world. A place to duck my head under the proverbial covers and for a few hours just pretend that the world doesn't exist. You form bonds of friendship, maybe even bonds of love, you form alliances and cliques and worlds of make believe in which to vanish.

So what happens when your outside world is bad and the world you're created, your little happy bubble pops?

I don't think I have ever felt this betrayed in my life as I have today. Don't ask me details lets just say my imaginary house fell down around my ears and when I coulda used a nice cup of choccy cooking on the hob, I got a brick through the window instead.

I wish I wasn't so attached to gaia at times like this, it's the last thing in the world I need to be slated here.

I'm just ranting away as usual so don't mind me, I just needed a place to put my feelings down, sometimes that makes it better, a good rant.

Yeah so laters.

Syr~