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So I guess some new updates are needed. I know how I usually make them, organized and looking more like To-Do Lists than entries in a journal, but this is how it's going to be right now. I'll try to classifiy them into good named or something.
-Moods.
Okay, so I haven't exactly been in the best of moods. I've been either really sad or really angry these past few days. For a brief moment I did feel relieved Monday, but that feeling passed about as quickly as it came. For reasons I can sort of understand, the moods are everchanging. But it's only those two moods lately. They've been going on for about....I'd say 5 days, but it's a persistent feeling. Those reasons make sense, but I can't be for sure if they're the real and true reasons why. We'll just have to see.
-For granted.
I think I'm taking a few things for granted. I keep forgetting that in an instant, it can all be gone. Everything I work hard for, everything I love, it'll all be gone if I screw up. I've been slacking off some lately, on my schoolwork and on my homelife. Homelife being cleaning and reading and maintaining things like my cooking skills, and housework. The skirtwork has all gone to crap. I'm expecting a progress report in math, and I'm like, ugh. I'm just so mad that I'm letting myself slip up.
And here comes the anger again
 nangal · Wed Feb 11, 2009 @ 04:35am · 0 Comments |
