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Rosario Vampire: Moka Poem by ~VincentFaust9


My flesh still bleeds,
In the places you've kissed...
My eyes are still blind,
Devoured by cataract of bloody tears...

I'm so blooddrunk,
Yet I'm so sober,
And full of naive hope,
To change it, to change everything...

It's so hard for me,
To find my own place,
In this cruel world,
Full of intolerance and discrimination...

This cold little thing,
The cross on my chest...
I just wish you to take it away.
No more nightmares, please...

The vampire that lurks within me,
Forces me to take your life,
Along with your crimson blood...
No more fear, no more tears...

I'm so scared of myself,
Of the monster in my black heart...
She sees my every move,
Seeks pleasure in my pain...

What I'm supposed to do,
With all this fear,
That someday I'll steal all your blood from you...
That someday I'll be all alone again...

All alone with her,
My real face,
My fear,
My curse,
My pain,
My thirst,
This endless wicked dream...

I can't stand of the sight of blood,
Each time I'll look at you...
I'm rotten parasite,
Even my name is not mine...

What should I do, then,
Weak Half-Vampire girl without strength,
Yet with tears in my eyes,
And never beating heart...

Walking corpse who loves one human,
And pays the price of 1000 bitter tears...
My body is my own prison,
My life is my death sentence...

Scared of loneliness,
Scared of betrayal,
Scared of blood,
Scared of losing my mortal love...