Life isn't fair... It never is. It gives you a break, then takes away that little happiness. Now, my life is nothing but a black hole. Things go in, but never comes out. Now, tell me if this sounds asinine, I really liked a boy at my school, but I never talked to him, nor will I (most likely) ever will because he got expelled for something stupid... I'm trying hard as ******** to let go, (what was there to hold from the start?) but no matter how much I kid myself, I still (really) like him... One of my friends say that she talks to him on gaia through rally, phone, etc., and she says he likes me too... But you know what the funny thing is...?
I just can't believe it... She gave me her password so that I can change her outfit, so I wanted to look at her friends list. I couldn't find him (plus she has like 23 ******** pages of friends...) so I started to believe that she was lying or something... But she is such a nice, trustworthy person that I feel like I
should believe her... I know this all sounds stupid... I try to tell myself that I'll like someone else as I grow up, but still... So, if your'e reading this (you-know-who)... I would at least like to be friends with you (this sounds so goddamn corny...>.>
wink and if you really do like me... Well then thats fine... Talk to me, if you want, or if you just find me wierd, and don't want to talk to me,
I really don't care... I'm just glad I got my feelings out. There is probably no way in hell I could say this to your face... Please, this sounds really ******** stupid, but I feel so lost right now...
Arteamisia · Sat Feb 07, 2009 @ 01:34am · 0 Comments
