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My heart may be black
My soul may not shine
But that doesn't mean I still don't care
Doesn't mean I still don't have feelings
Doesn't mean I can't fall in love
I may screw up a lot
I may not really care
But that doesn't mean I can't do at least something right
Just cause I smile, it doesn't mean its real
But when I cry, it's all to real
I may have fallen in love with the wrong person
But I still love him to death
I may say some stupid stuff
But that doesn't mean ignore me
The only reason my heart is so black
The only reason my soul doesn't shine
It's because of my past
The one that I hide
The so many times I've been hurt
The so many times I lost control
All the times I thought he was actually worth my time
So many times had I been wrong
But this time, I don't care
My feelings are so strong from him
They get worse every time I talk to him
But I'll never be able to say this to his face
Tell him how much I've screwed up
How much I've fallen head over heels for him
My past is unknown
My future confusing
Either way
It will be one hell of a trip