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I'm going crazy everyday. Friends are suppost to be there, right? Well, that's a lie. I never see my friends outside of school. And even then, we don't talk much. My dad is pissing me off and mom is at work all the time. Jay sleeps, so I don't see him. I pretty much only see Amanda outside of school, and that's not often. I becoming more and more 'out of the loop' with my friends. They all talk about the fun time they had at the mall, or at each others house, but I don't know half the s**t they say. There is sooo much drama in just my group of friends, let alone the entire school. I wish I was a cartoon, at least I might have friends in a fictional world. But then again, maybe not. Maybe I'm just a social outcast for life. Damn, I hope college is better than this. Maybe I'll go to a different state, or even country, just to get away from everyone. I don't see them anyway.... emo