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my bloody tears,
weeps my face,
to feel this angst,
without a pace.

i live my lies,
within this place,
(no more i say!,
no more this day.)

i wish i could,
live back my life,
without a care,
without this strife,
gone from here,
no more tears
upon my face,
upon my fear-
that i will be
like everyone else-
to be loved,
to be myself-
to know my place
with life as it is-
(to long for that kiss
upon my lips..)

the joy on my face
this feeling:
that i cant replace-
to feel entrusted,
to feel embrace

of all the things i used to remember
of all the things i used to craze

i want to love,
a teenage start-
to feel heartbroken,
and then depart
against him
sour but sweet,
to have a feeling
so discrete
something to remember
a scar not a tear
this feeling that i want so dear
but then again
i wouldn't care..
because in the end,
with my blank stare,
the thoughts of an anti-girl
bitter and yet
I LOVE THIS WORLD!
please don't forget..
my simple words~