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I Don't Believe
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You make me cry...
My username is Pain-Killer for a reason.


I think you knew it to. It was my calling.

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I don't believe there is a painless way to die.


But I tried; I was faking the only choice I was facing.
I didn't want to believe. I never want to come to senses.

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I don't believe there is such a thing as a 'bad person',
only bad choices...


I couldn't stop you. But if only I could buy time.

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You make me wish I took back every selfish wish
I ever had when the clock turned 11:11
or when I saw a star in the sky.
Funny, I had a dream that it told me to stop being selfish.

You have changed my life from this point forward.


I'm still thinking about it.

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im really not sure what to say anymore
im running out of words, and tears


I'm running out of reasons why I feel this way.
Why I felt that way.

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even though it wont last long,
these words have changed my life forever.
i cant believe the things im feeling right now
i cant express my emotions
i cant stop crying


It was being shoved in my throat.
I was going to throw up.
I tasted real melancholy.

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i think your the person i'm going to miss most of all
your un-biased and your only showing true care for another human being


I think I was in your soul that night.
Because I felt it to.

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a sense of peace? Then stay here, with me.


I couldn't beg you hard enough.
I couldn't; I just fckin' couldn't.

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i think i could die with a smile,
just from talking to you.


Oh don't tell me; please don't tell me.
I don't believe.

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I wish I was superman so I could save you.

I still wish that.
I will always wish that.

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it makes me so sad to believe that there is someone out there
that actually cares about me..
i think i should leave now before i change my mind...
im sorry, thank you so much for being here for me,
i honestly care a lot for you, and i dont want to see you sad.


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i cant stop crying,,
im so sorry,,
please be happy okay?


I'll never ride a train.-
I cried to God.
But I slept so good that night.


I was walking-
To eat meat;
then I heard that song; that fckin' song;
Oh; stand; stand by me-

I didn't eat the meat that day.

But I know your with me.
No matter what sky I'm under.
I will never forget your haunting memory.

Stay with me forever.
And I'll play that song for you.


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    comment iRainbowZombies · Community Member · Fri Jan 23, 2009 @ 06:46pm
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