I had an awful night. I kept waking up all the time. It was either too hot or too cold and now I'm very sleepy =_=
In the short amount of time I've been back on Gaia, I had a lot of mixed experiences.
I guess I'm thin skinned, because the relationships that I "build" on Gaia affect greatly my mood. Some Gaians I respect a lot, because they seem mature, smart and confident. Some people I interact with I want to hug, because I can't stand feeling them sad or depressed. Some other I'd rather ignore since they seem void of any personality of their own. Some I feel angry with, even if nothing written on Gaia can really affect my real life unless I want to, because they wrote something that displeased me. I feel upset if someone says my avi is "uncute" (when I myself think it's very cute) and a minute later I feel stupid for putting pride into something so silly. Some really impress me and I feel intimidated just writing I'd "date" them in some silly game on WG.
Which is all very stupid and immature. I don't know these people, they don't know me and they have a life of their own that doesn't involve silly me sweatdrop
And I have real life friends too that deserve also my attention and love.
Since I'm quite optimistic, I think I will sort all of this out in due time. I guess I have to keep these feelings from growing too much on me because they keep me from sleeping, even if my nature pushes me toward empathy. confused
*Goes to grab a coffee to wake her up, because all that silliness is probably due to my mind being foggy*
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