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A Maiden's Journey Since rejoining Gaia in November 2011 I plan on writing regularly in my journal. It contains all kinds of things from roleplay samples to avatars to actual journal entries.


Chaos_Bunny
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Sad song vent
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
~He was making out with her, I felt as though he was right in front of me, even though it was miles away...He said it was just to make someone mad, some guy, well he made me mad.~

Do you ever feel out of place?
~I stand with the crowd, but really I'm alone, I can be sorroned by thousands, and still wish there was someone there~

Like somehow you just don't belong
~All Christians are natually set apart from others in this world, but why can't we belong?~

And no one understands you
~I may smile, and you believe I'm happy, but I'm not, why can't you tell the truth from the lie inside?~

Do you ever wanna run away?
~ I'll never belong, it would be better to run away but I'm such a coward~

Do you lock yourself in your room?
~I cry so much and wish my door could lock, so then I would know I was safe~

With the radio on turned up so loud
~ The fan and the music helps drown out my crying~

That no one hears you screaming
~Why can they ever hear me?~

No you don't know what it's like
~Only God dos, no human ever will~

When nothing feels all right
~Does it ever feel right?~

You don't know what it's like
~No one does~

To be like me
~Only I am myslef..~

To be hurt
~I cut myself that day, for the first time, but it was nothing compared to the breaking of my heart~

To feel lost
~ How do IO know what I'm doing is right? Who will show me the way?~

To be left out in the dark
~ I'm cold, but I'm wrapted uyp, the light is on but I see nothing~

To be kicked when you're down
~I spilled myself out to you, and you justed pushed me away~

To feel like you've been pushed around
~I'm always doing things for others~

To be on the edge of breaking down
~ I must stand up and be strong, but I can't~

And no one's there to save you
~Physically, where are you?~

No you don't know what it's like
~you never will~

Welcome to my life
~welcome to my life~


Do you wanna be somebody else?
~ Why can't I ever be happy with who I am?~

Are you sick of feeling so left out?
~ Can't I ever be accepted?~

Are you desperate to find something more?
~I need something to help, someone~

Before your life is over
~help~

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
~I hate this world, and I hate these people, why did you die for them??~

Are you sick of everyone around?
~why??~

With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
~why can't they be themeselves? Why can't I?~

While deep inside you're bleeding
~Inside and out~


No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
~He said he loved me..~

And no one ever stabbed you in the back
~he made out with some stranger~

You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
~and you never knew~

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
~love~

You never had to work it was always there
~love~

You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life





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Hanyou_Kagome
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comment Commented on: Mon Oct 24, 2005 @ 05:37am
I don't think I've ever told you that I've adored that song and that I completely relate to it.


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