I just discovered something. All I want (besides my 1 big dream) is someone to love. I just want someone to love me and me them. It seems like nothing, but with a past like mine, I don't think I'll ever find it... I can't trust people enough to really love them and let them love me because, I guess, I think I'm scared. I admit it. I'm ******** scared shitless that they'll hurt me. The way my dad did all those years ago...
It's not fair that people around me are getting their fairy tale endings and I'm still alone... Mind you, between music lessons and the play and everything else, I wouldn't really have time for a relationship. But still, just knowing that someone loves me and cares for me, that would be... I can't explain it but...
Oh forget it. I can't talk anymore... I'll talk to you guys later, like when my mouth starts working again
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