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song+ speed of sound // coldplay
book+ women's encyclopedia of myths and secrets
scent+ none
quest+ fox ears .. ;.; help?
upper+ ryuu ^^... tomorrow! @.@
downer+ no ryuu currently within arms reach ;.;
attire+ pajama's and blanket as it's effing cold @_@
drink+ honey vanilla chamomile tea *drool*
yeahsolike ...
side effects of latest medication:
-cannot stand up without falling into walls
-very spacy, keep making typos, cannot hold a comprehensible conversation IRL
-keep talking endlessly to mum about highly philosophical things
-feeling increasingly inspired
-no appetite whatsoever
-happyness in my brain
-cannot seem to have major uber panic attacks .. so far
-no more out-of-body experiences
-no longer freaking out quite so bad about ebbbbil bird flu virus thing
-imminent death no longer a likely scenario
-less anger as in, no longer wanting to kill people
-I feel luuuuuf
.... so weeeewwwwwt. biggrin
So I think I will SOOOOO keep taking these meds. I'm on the Prozak and something called something for anxiety. You know the one. Well anyway they both seem to work so I will stop talking about my health issues momentarily.
No wait I can't, hold on. Mum thinks I'm having an allergic reaction to my meds, as my face is very red again, and I'm sure it's not a medicine reaction. It's the aftereffects of using salicylic acid in tandem with benzoyle peroxide on my face, which as it turns out is a VERY BAAAD IDEA. biggrin So I have stopped this totally, and it was okay for a few days, but today I woke up and my face was all AHHH with the redness and such. Like a sunburn. Mum tried to be nice and said something like "Aww, it just looks like you have natural blush." Which in my mind I said yes, if by blush you mean someone poured boiling water on the top of my head. xD It was like this a few days ago, I'm sure Ryuu noticed but didn't say anything because he's so sweet. I hope this goes away soon because I'm tired of being oooooglay. biggrin
So mum has been quite awesome lately and bought my several new types of teas, and I have been drinking this wonderful confection called honey vanilla chamomile. All three of these things are very yummyful, together they create the most delicious tea ever in the history of the universe, let me tell you. O.O
So Samhain is crawling closer and closer in a very quick sort of manner, and I'm getting a little anxious because I have nothing planned or set in stone! x.x; I'm afraid it will be like last year, which was the saddest Halloween EEVVVVER. I sat on the little porch outside and listened to the kids scream and yell and create fun havoc, and I didn't even have candy to give out. It sucked majorly.
So I don't really care about GOING anywhere so to speak, although it would be fun to go to a haunted house with my sweet luffly Neko and Kyu and my beloved Ryuu. whee Then I would make a pumpkin pie and pumpkin bread and hot apple cider, possible with some form of alcohol in it for ha-ha's, and we would have a nice little time. I don't know if we could have our festivities here as my aunt is an evil beyotch, but we could take my confections elsewhere to a more hospitable place, huh? biggrin I dunno? biggrin
But even if we don't go anywhere, as long as I'm with my Ryuukun it will be the best Samhain ever. whee heart
We aaaare talking about going to a Samhain ritual on the 29th, I would like everybody to go, but it's not a huge thing. ^^;; I myself won't probably go if Ryuu doesn't. 'Cause then it will be like ... neutral meh.
Back to medication. They didn't give me very much, so I will have to go back soon and beg for more. ;_;
@ Neko: I wish I could help you more with the games, but as I never finished FF X-2, I totally suck and therefore .. yeah. XD I love you anyway though!! xD And I so totally know what you mean about responsible parents. ;_; I'm glad you at least have your mums internet though. ;.;
@ Umi: Are you okay my dear? ;.; I have not heard from you in a long amount of time! The Nakuru is all -worryworry- ;.;
I should attempt to sleep now as I'm getting picked up by a special someone tomorrow ^^ However I'm pretty sure it will be at least 7 in the morn before I drop off to sleepy land. Oh wellllll. heart Much luff yo!
WAIT RANDOM QUESTION!
Okaysolike ..
If a person is pro-life ... wouldn't they also have to be anti-war and anti-death penalty? Or else they would be a total hypocrite? DISCUSS! Or not. xD
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BIG GIANT EDIT
OMG
COCO KITTY. ;__________________; ME WANT! ;.;
xD!!!! Should I go against my mums reasonable advice and donate to Gaia to get one? Or beg? Or save up till I'm 60 years old? Or just go without? XD You decide! xDDD
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ANOTHER GIANT EDIT.
OMG. RYUU YOU ARE TEH BEST. XD YAY! heart THANK YEEE!
 The Viscount · Sun Oct 23, 2005 @ 08:30am · 4 Comments |
