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I'm never going to get over the things that have happened to me. They're always going to hurt. I'm gonna try and be happier. I'm gonna try not to dwell on them as much, but I'm almost sick of trying already. I'm sick of a lot of things. I just want to say thanks to those of you who have tried to help. The love I feel for you guys can't be expressed in words. I've tried, but it never comes out the way I want. I want you guys to know that if I do anything stupid it wasn't your fault. Got it? I'm sorry if I've ever hurt any of you. I never mean to, but somehow someone I love always winds up getting hurt, and I'm sorry if I ever hurt you guys in the future.