Yesterday was just about the suckiest day ever. I haven't ranted about school yet, and I think I've done a pretty darned good job of dealing with over 2,000 new people who don't like me very much. I'm trying to give lessons, I'm in three bands, plus pit orchestra and All-Star Sight Reading band, I'm the top in most of my classes, and through all this I can't find a friend. People talk to me, sure, but never in a conversation. I set up chairs in the band room every day, and I sit in the same spot, and I count out all the chairs and everything so that the other guys can sit down, but rather than sit by me, everyone except for Luke will pull up a chair between themselves and leave this big gap between me and humanity.
Thank you, David Douglas High!
The guy who was sort of friendly called me "fat-a**" yesterday so I slapped him across the face, and that's the end of that.
I'm NOT fat, and I know that for a fact. I'm not incredibly skinny, I'm not going to pretend to be gorgeous, but I'm not ugly and I'm not fat. And I'm not going to starve myself over it, either. I get little enough to eat as it is.
That was right before my first marching game of the year.
Then this ******** (pardon my french) sits behind me the whole damned game and keeps telling me to "suck his candy, b***h", which wasn't the most pleasant thing ever. And even before the game, my mom got so busy that I had to wait at school for an hour and a half, and she didn't have time to buy me dinner (which is the tradition) and so I went home with about fifteen minutes to relax. Only Rizzo was available to be company, but thanks Rizzo you really helped.
*hug*
I try not to complain that often, but sometimes I can't help it. It's because of lady problems, I'll get over it in a few days.
Edit: Well this sucks too. DOWN WITH YOU ONLINE TESTS!!!!!
Trait Snapshot:
messy, irritable, depressed, fragile, worrying, emotionally sensitive, does not like to lead, phobic, weird, suspicious, low self control, paranoid, frequently second guesses self, dependent, unproductive, introverted, weak, strange, unassertive, submissive, familiar with the dark side of life, feels invisible, rash, vain, anti-authority, heart over mind, low self concept, disorganized, not good at saving money, avoidant, daydreamer, unadventurous
WHY DO I FEEL SO FAR AWAY FROM EVERYONE? AND WHY AM I SO AFRAID THAT IF I TALK ABOUT IT THEN EVERYONE'LL LEAVE ME AFTER THEY'VE SUCCESSFULLY BROKEN ALL MY WHINY LIMBS WITH BRICKS AND SHOES OF ALL SHAPES AND SIZES AND SUPERGLUED A DUNCE CAP TO MY HEAD?!?
WHY AM I SO AFRAID OF EVERYTHING!?
RAWR!
LIFE'S AL CAPWNED ME!
*drops*
D:
Ok, I feel better now.
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Whatever flavor Pepsi you don't like. I showed you the explosion thing, right? Pepsi. You shake it up, and open it, and BAM. You'll soak someone. =3
AND! Here's the good part. Pepsi is like the Nuklear Waste of Soda. Until you get well below half a bottle, you can re-cap it, and do the same thing again. surprised
It really pisses people off when they have to be sticky for the rest of the day. =D
If no soda is readily available, might I suggest kicking? Hard? Although I tend to be more in favor of clothesline-ing people these days. 3nodding
Violence may not be the answer...but damn, it's fun. ^_^;;