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Well, at least I'm a real woman now! D:< Some people want to run away and join the circus. I want to run away and join real life.


Callowyn of Calypso
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In Which Our Heroine Has A Strange Dream.
Uneventful day, but what I really wanna note down for future reference was the dream I had last night.
I was on a giant carosel, and the center of the carosel, which the horses revolved around, was a huge silver tree. It's branches were black, but it's bark was silver, that is. Instead of fruit or leaves, though, the tree had masks hanging from black strings. There were hundreds of them, and as you rode on the carosel, you rode through a forest of masks. I couldn't see the edge of the carosel, and no matter how many times I traveled around the carosel, I never saw the same mask twice.
There were pillars, as well, with statues of people in them. I dismounted, and I was looking at the pillars and the masks, looking for my mask. I walked for a long time, and the music of the carosel became more distorted and creepy the farther I walked into the mask wood. Finally, I reached a pillar that looked a lot older than the other ones. The paint, which was blueish gray, was crackled and flaking off, to reveal a plain face underneath, with no painted eyes or anything. Just a sugestion of a nose, and a slightly defined mouth, and indents for the eyes, but no real details.
It was a full statue, but wooden, and painted, of myself, but with undefined details. It looked like it was half emerging from the pillar. Clutched to it's chest was a small watch, and I realize that the time was ticking painfully away, and there wasn't much time left for me to find the face for my statue. I looked and looked, but I couldn't find it. I was almost in tears, and I fell down and scraped my knees.....
and then my mum woke me up. I think we can all agree on this one with a firm "What the hell??" exclamation and dismissal of the eroded nerves of my mind.





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Teh Mattness
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comment Commented on: Sat Oct 22, 2005 @ 04:46am
Holy s**t, you do NOT want me to tell you how I interpreted that. I swear. I wouldn't say "What the hell??", that was not a dream that would turn out with those words. That dream was... how you say... the present, here and now. Holy crap that made me realize what I've forgotten...


comment Commented on: Sat Oct 22, 2005 @ 05:56am
Huh? Whaddaya mean? Tell me. eek



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comment Commented on: Sat Oct 22, 2005 @ 06:25am
Ooooookkkk... this relates SO much to the Apocalypse, I swear. The masks represent humankind. Lies, Truth, Acts, Politics, etc.; Who the person is. You haven't found your purpose in life; looking for your own mask. You haven't found who you are. The "Carosel" represents the Earth; Hours, Days, Weeks, Months, and Years. The tree is humankind, how we're all bonded together; all are one. The horses are the 10 planets (just sent 'ya an email); Mercury, Venus, Earth, Mars, Niburu (X), Jupiter, Saturn, Uranus, Neptune, and Pluto. You didn't specify how many horses, so it's just a guess. It could be moons, asteriods, anything like that that would equal up to that number. They circle the tree, yes? An old belief, was everything revolved around the Earth; Sun, stars, planets, everything. The statues are the people of truth. In other words, the famous of heart; kind and wise. Examples; Budda, Jesus, Alexander the Great, Mundi, etc. The messaihs, the prophets, the true of mind and heart. [i]Those who stood out amongst the rest of humankind to make it better. [/i] Now back to the beginning; the statue you found, of yourself, without ANY details except that of a nose and color, shows where you are. How far you've come. What you truly are and how you fit in. To you, you're probably just "Ruth Ogdan; Tacoma, WA, USA" or something. But you have to find WHO YOU ARE. What your purpose is and what separates you and connects you with the rest of humanity. Now, here's the Apocalypse; [i][b]THE WATCH[/b][/i]. Your time is slowly ticking away, 7 more revolutions of the carasel. Like me and everyone else, you've got 7 years to find who you are, to find the divine emotion inside yourself, and to pass the final test between dimensions. You couldn't find it. You fell to your knees crying and scraping your knees. It shows that you will have hard times, but must fight through them. You get frustrated you feel like you should give up and surrender. But you have time left. Ticking away, yes. But you have time, no doubt about it. The 4th Dimension, AKA; Heaven, only takes "the good, the righteous, etc.". No it doesn't. Those who pass the test, will succeed into the next step of evolution. Those who find who they are... mentally, physically, emotionally, etc.... can make it through, no problem. But some will find out at the last second. [i]The Divine Emotion works suspiciously. It will be released, weither you like it or not. But when?... is the question. The feeling and understanding it will give you, will make you whole, complete. Told 'ya. Not that complicated, but kind of scary once you understand it. But you shouldn't worry about it now, you, like me, are only 14. Whenever it is; By the Mayans, December 21, or by me, September 29... you've got time. We've all got time. 7 years is a long time. Age 21 is our prime; we'll be ready. According to modern age "Science", we are the greatest generation. Think about it, what are the chances of 2012 being when we are 21, at our best? The end is near, no doubt. Hell, the end is [b]here[/b]. But you can't give up, no matter how hard it gets. Just remember that.[/i]


comment Commented on: Sat Oct 22, 2005 @ 06:42am
Whatever you've been smoking, bring enough for me next time.... eek
Jk.



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Teh Mattness
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comment Commented on: Sat Oct 22, 2005 @ 06:52am
You think I'm joking stare


comment Commented on: Sat Oct 22, 2005 @ 06:57pm
Perhaps.... stare



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comment Commented on: Sat Oct 22, 2005 @ 07:21pm
Eh, believe what you want. That's why God gave us free will. Most people don't believe what I say, I truly don't mind.


comment Commented on: Sat Oct 22, 2005 @ 10:00pm
It seems like that person knows alot or smokes alot wink wink either way I thought that the story was cool cool cool cool cool



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comment Commented on: Sat Oct 22, 2005 @ 11:02pm
Nah, he's swanky. domokun


comment Commented on: Sat Oct 22, 2005 @ 11:45pm
What does swanky mean? I am... deep thoughtful. If that's a word. I think to much, let's put it at that. I DO NOT DO DRUGS. IF I WERE EVER TO DO ANY, HOWEVER, IT WOULD BE A HALLUCIONGEN, NOT A STIMULANT OR DEPRESSANT.



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comment Commented on: Sat Oct 22, 2005 @ 11:52pm
In my opinion, if I'm gonna ruin my lungs smoking something, I wanna get high, at least...


comment Commented on: Sun Oct 23, 2005 @ 12:17am
Lol.

I'd never smoke... I'd either swallow it or inject it. Lol. But I don't intend to do drugs, ever. Just hallucinogens fascinate me... being able to go on "trips" and see things that aren't truly there in the 3rd Dimension... whee



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comment Commented on: Sun Oct 23, 2005 @ 12:20am
Eh. I just said smoked, because I can't swallow pills worth crap, and I hate needles...


comment Commented on: Sun Oct 23, 2005 @ 12:34am
Lol, needles aren't that bad I discovered. And why can't you swallow pills? Same reason I can't normally? Can't get it to the back of the mouth and then the flavor starts to melt over your tongue and you have to spit it out?

I had to have a shot about 2 months ago for Bellarmine (Curse you physical checkup, curse you!) and they discovered I was overdue for a tetnus (sp?) shot. I was really freaking out inside (As in sit there perfectly fine, but mind exploding. Lol). Then I remember they came into the room with the needle and I started to sweat. Then suddenly they said it was done, and I had to clue they even did it. Just a TINY, TINY stab or something that lasted, what, maybe 3 seconds? Now I don't mind needles... 3nodding



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Callowyn of Calypso
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comment Commented on: Sun Oct 23, 2005 @ 12:44am
...I hate needles, they are the instruments of the evil, and nothing you say can convince me otherwise.


comment Commented on: Sun Oct 23, 2005 @ 12:52am
I thought not... I can't convince you with anything. We already agreed that you were impossible to work with, remember? Lol.



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Callowyn of Calypso
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comment Commented on: Sun Oct 23, 2005 @ 01:11am
I disagree. stare


comment Commented on: Sun Oct 23, 2005 @ 01:37am
My point exactly. Lol.



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comment Commented on: Mon Oct 24, 2005 @ 02:22am
Points = needles. Ugh. mad


comment Commented on: Mon Oct 24, 2005 @ 04:28am
Imagine having a piece of metal jabbed through your skin slicing through as if it were liquid. stare



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comment Commented on: Tue Oct 25, 2005 @ 01:26am
EW.


comment Commented on: Tue Oct 25, 2005 @ 02:46am
It's not really "Ew", but rather... something else. I can't think of anything right now, low on energy. It's a dream I had a few weeks back. A sword sliced through my left arm and rib and I fell backward onto the ground, gasping for air. Then I fell silent, not dead, silent, and stared up into the face of Luna (moon, not some random girl). I would tell you the rest, but I'll keep that my secret for now.

Then woke up all sweaty-like and whatnot, for some reason (for which I shall never say) I ended up shouted "Civilization" in some random language. Hell if I know what the language was, I just knew it meant civilization. Now I can't bloody remember what the word was... Blast... stare



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