There you are my old friend. What are you doing? Still kneeling on the floor? Waiting for your next turn? Too bad, that was the end of your line. No one may ever know you were there. Those days you can recall, that thing you called happiness. I see, you still want them. You're so absorbed to that moment that you let your mind slip and let loose of your awareness. Now look at your self, regretting everything you've done. You're lost in your own world. What can you say? You have not learned anything. When will you learn? Later? Tomorrow? Or maybe next time? Forget it my dearest friend. The chance already passed. Neither you nor me can chase it. Something like reality cannot be bend by anyone else, so as we. Time? Time surely fly past on our hands without even having the chance to grasp the any moment of our life. Don't worry, I'll replace you. Don't worry, I'll change you, Don't worry, I'll be the greatest. Don't worry, I'll be greater than you. Don't worry, I'll hide you. Don't worry, sleep now my sweetest friend. Sleep deep enough to forget what happened, deep enough that it will not happen again. As long as I'm the one on this body, you'll always be safe. Not anything outside can hurt you my dear friend. You're safe here. Don't try to go out, they'll not recognize you anymore. The one they know is me. They already changed. They change and will continue changing but not for you. They'll be having fun and continue having fun but not with you. They will dream and continue dreaming but not of you. They will forget and continuously forgetting everything about you. Don't worry, they don't know what they are doing. Don't worry, they will not disturb you on your sleep. Look, those people you used to play with, you used to talk with, you used to use, they are not going to hurt you anymore. Those cruel eyes, those foul mouths, those misleading ears, those numb hands that they used to comfort you when your under their illusions, I will free you from them. You can start sleeping now my only friend, you can start dreaming now. You don't have to worry when you will start. You don't need to worry, when you will end. Do not worry about tomorrow, I will handle it. Don't worry about those people, I will keep you away from it. Sleep now my beautiful friend, sleep now like there is no tomorrow. Sleep, sleep till the most deepest of your thoughts vanish along with the memories of everyone else. The next time you wake up you will see a blue sky, a golden field of corn and wheat. Together with me, we will go far far away from this marshland of people you despise. Me too, I also hate them so much. I only wear this filthy mask so I can stand their existence. I don't like them, the way they speak, the way the act, the way they speak the words, the way they laugh, the way they sympathize even though they really don't know what's happening, the way the get along with like they are at the same kind as us, the way they trick you and laugh, the way they help you while laughing at the same time. I don't want to be with them. Those primitive minds the have. I hate it hen they praise me, I can sense those treacherous intent. I hate it when they laugh with me. I hate it when they force me to laugh. I can't contain my anger any longer. I don't want to be with them. I don't want to. I don't want.
Sleep now my true friend, the day for you will already end.
Quiet now my real friend, on a golden field, you'll will be sent.
Release now your pain from your heart, they will now stop haunting you.
Sleep now my friend, tomorrow you're in the skies of blue.
SFGS 23 Community Member 
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