seriously. do i repulse some people? even the ones that are supposed to be the closes to me??
seems like i have two ******** lives. the one where everyone likes me and accepts me,
and another, where nobody wants/needs/cares much for me.
it kinda(really) pisses me off.
GAH
i'm like an emotional ******** rag doll.
but hell,
i should have known my life was headed for hell the moment i was ******** born.
TT.TT i want to run away... i want to go so far, like an extended vacation... i really need to get away.
i want to go to maggie's, but there is no way in hell my mom would ever let me leave the appartment.
*sighs*
i need to hurry and grow up so i can ******** leave this place
go far away
go far
far
FAR away.
you know something's wrong when you have doubts about the ones you call ''friends''...
-___-;;
seems like i have two ******** lives. the one where everyone likes me and accepts me,
and another, where nobody wants/needs/cares much for me.
it kinda(really) pisses me off.
GAH
i'm like an emotional ******** rag doll.
but hell,
i should have known my life was headed for hell the moment i was ******** born.
TT.TT i want to run away... i want to go so far, like an extended vacation... i really need to get away.
i want to go to maggie's, but there is no way in hell my mom would ever let me leave the appartment.
*sighs*
i need to hurry and grow up so i can ******** leave this place
go far away
go far
far
FAR away.
you know something's wrong when you have doubts about the ones you call ''friends''...
-___-;;
