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Perfection
Unrealistic
But we still pursue,
Correct?

She passes me in the hallway,
The only person left,
She walks alone
For, in my world, she is the only one left.

A smile;
It's what she gives to me.
It's my only wish
That she's there for me everyday.

I don't ask for much else.

She's so close to perfect...
It makes me want to cry.
I need her
She's the only one left...

I can't pull away
I can't let myself die
I can't forget
And it hurts more

Nobody listens...

And I'm okay with that
But when things get too hard
I'll do anything I can to ease the pain
Overdose is all to common...

In my world.

For, When nobody is there for me
And I start to get desperate
It hurts more than you could imagine
I don't care...;
As long as I can do whatever I feel necessary to ease the pain.

Please.
Help me ease the pain.
Please, don't go away.
Please, don't pass me by.
Please, don't forget.

But do not forgive me, either.
No more smiles,
No more hugs,
I have one final request of you,
My love,
My best friend,
The only person left in my world...

Kill me.