Am I a good person? Hard to say.
I'm totally guilty of having my undeserved sense of pride, and being arrogant when I shouldn't be, and can come off pretty darn rude whether I mean to or not at times. And i'm crippled with laziness much of the time. I tend to not be very reliable... Sometimes it's not my fault - I have a crazy life and can't handle some things, end up betraying promises. But other times i'm totally guilty of just letting it go and not being there. u_u In a lot of ways i'm a coward, there's alot of things I don't want to face. I like thinking i'm smarter than I am, like most people tend to do. I'm pretty stupid though.
But, I can and do admit when i'm wrong. I do like trying to be nice and friendly! I give anyone a shot when I first meet them. And have no problem being overly generous, even when I don't have much for myself. x_x Whenever I do see something that needs doing, i'll go all out and work hard to see that it's done. And I try to be absolutely honest at all times in real life. There are some things I rather hide online, though. o____o' I don't lie about them, I just don't talk about them. I like to think i'm one of the most trustworthy people. 8D I don't have it in me to betray somebody I like for any reason. And i'm stubborn as a mule on that.
So I dunno if i'm a good person... Because of all my faults, i'm -insanely- forgiving of people, even if they hurt me alot. And as corny as it sounds - unless i'm given VERY good reason to think otherwise, I have love for everybody I meet, even if it's unrequited. And can find good reason to see beauty in them, and like to tell them what I see. Fun part of being an artist?
In the end. I'm leaning toward... bad person.
How 'bout you?
I'm totally guilty of having my undeserved sense of pride, and being arrogant when I shouldn't be, and can come off pretty darn rude whether I mean to or not at times. And i'm crippled with laziness much of the time. I tend to not be very reliable... Sometimes it's not my fault - I have a crazy life and can't handle some things, end up betraying promises. But other times i'm totally guilty of just letting it go and not being there. u_u In a lot of ways i'm a coward, there's alot of things I don't want to face. I like thinking i'm smarter than I am, like most people tend to do. I'm pretty stupid though.
But, I can and do admit when i'm wrong. I do like trying to be nice and friendly! I give anyone a shot when I first meet them. And have no problem being overly generous, even when I don't have much for myself. x_x Whenever I do see something that needs doing, i'll go all out and work hard to see that it's done. And I try to be absolutely honest at all times in real life. There are some things I rather hide online, though. o____o' I don't lie about them, I just don't talk about them. I like to think i'm one of the most trustworthy people. 8D I don't have it in me to betray somebody I like for any reason. And i'm stubborn as a mule on that.
So I dunno if i'm a good person... Because of all my faults, i'm -insanely- forgiving of people, even if they hurt me alot. And as corny as it sounds - unless i'm given VERY good reason to think otherwise, I have love for everybody I meet, even if it's unrequited. And can find good reason to see beauty in them, and like to tell them what I see. Fun part of being an artist?
In the end. I'm leaning toward... bad person.
How 'bout you?
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