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sumthing like suicide
dont worry world im not doing anything this time
i dont want everyone to go into a big panic
i just feel like writing a fake suicide note
guess that makes me sick in the head or sumthing
whatever as if i've ever cared what you think of me

tears used to stream down my face
so dead and cold wont you miss me
your cheeks will be dry as a bone
becuase you just do not care
you ripped me apart
tore me open and severed my heart
watch it shatter now
i hate you for pretending to love me
i hate the lies she told me to replace the fake love
i hate that way i make her feel so low
and all because of you it had to be you
split my skin and spit your pitty
no remorse our love is history
now look what you've done to me
my one true loves im waiting for you
here on the other side we'll be happy
you know who you guys are
shan, mir, & Ry
always by my side
you guys rode out every storm with me
and to my grave i will take every happy memory
i forgave the world today
everyone for every damn pain
i forgot nothing you hav done to me
yes my scars are just that deep
not one has ever fully healed
and never will they ever heal
because my soul died long long ago
when i sold it away to Lucifer
in exchange for the worlds peace
in exchange for my loves happiness
im nothing to you all
not one of you should miss me when im gone
i did sumthing stupid today
i hurt myself
and im sorry
you never knew
its ok
my life has already withered away
so say goodbye to me
its the end of my line and im walking into the lights

love, ME