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I am alone and afraid. i feel as though im being chased. i never sleep in fear i wont wake up. what is this vision that i have of me in this black abyss. my skin begins to crawl as if i was covered in a river of spiders and maggots, maggots that destroy my flesh and spiders that suck the soul from my body and every bodily fluid that resides there. how will i pray on the sabbath will i beg and plead for god the deliver me? will pray as if i have this destiny to better myself?

I walk out in the dead of night with the black veil covering my eyes i wear nails in my wrists to feel the pain and suffering of our father. as cry the blood drains from my wrists and eyes. i am the black mists that screams in the night. im the black mist that crawls down your spine when you feel a chill. this black mist that i have taken the form of is my disembodied soul that leaves my mortal body to tormen others who hasth betrayed me...